Song: Terlalu lama Sendiri Singer: Kunto aji Aranger/Composer: Kunto aji Prod: Uppercut Production Music video: 1) Hompympaa Artworks (Imaginer/Surealis) -Producer: Bagas Luhur Pribadi -Line Producer: Wildan Bagus Yudhanto -Director: Pandhu Adjisurya -Ass. Director: Putri Nurul Syamsia -Cinematographer: Septi Nugroho Putro -Ass. Cameraman: Wahyu Purnomo -Lightingman: Nadief Albustomi, Angga Azzazel, Vico Cimbliz -Art Director: Dicky Permana -Props Master: Gerry Novendra -Set Dresser: Jatmiko Kresnatama -Wardrobe Stylist: Diska Nurzuraicha -Make Up: Endaka Dewanti -Editor: Yehuda Aribowo 2) Barde Films (Realis) -D.O.P: Yusak - Ass. Cameramen: Ronald - Editor: Surya Adi Special Thanks to Jakarta Art Space: -Edwin Raharjo/Floating Fleets Variant #3 -Yusra Martunus/'11101' (Envelope series) -Davy Linggar/Did you see me -Sunaryo/The waving tide has end.
Url HTTP://emp34.com/ content type text/html; charset=UTF-8 http code 200 header size 727 request size 135 filetime -1 ssl verify result 0 redirect count 0 total time 1.933614 namelookup time 0.028303 connect time 0.033458 pretransfer time 0.033506 size upload 0 size download 735856 speed download 380559 speed upload 0 download content length -1 upload content length -1 starttransfer time 1.567625 redirect time 0 redirect url primary ip 104.18.44.111 certinfo primary port 80 local ip 149.202.93.127 local port 39982.
This song is one of my favorite of Eddie' songs! Wonderful and has beautiful lyrics and also good music. It's perfect! It's one of OST of Movie The Fault in Our stars, i haven't watch it yet, some people said it's really sad and can makes you burst out tears.
So for the love of this song i made the translate into Bahasa. Jadi gini hal ini datang ketika gue lihat salah satu akun askfm favorit gue, terakhir gw liat itu hampir kurang lebih 3/4 bulan yang lalu daaaaaaaaaaan when I checked this account about 2 days ago, it’s no longer a fun account which’s contain funniest answers you could ever see but more like private account but not only about the changes in this account, there’s something else, I’ve nothing to say but.
I found out the owner of this account has alter ego (he said), based on jawaban dan pertanyaan yang ada di akun itu, walaupun beberapa jawaban itu masih ada yg bersifat lucu karena basic nya owner nya itu emang lucu hehe, so gue bingung 'kok ini jadi ngomongin alter ego', 'eh gila si. udah punya pacar, acieee', 'tunggu.tunggu. Lhoo ini apa? Kok alter ego alter egoan?' Ya jadi gue penasaran dong, gue stalk aja akun itu walaupun gak sampe bawah, setelah menelaah terlalu jauh gue menemukan bahwa pacar nya si owner itu adalah seorang alter ego. Jadi dia macarin alter ego bukan orang sebenar nya yang punya badan.krik krik.
oke ini emang ga jelas abis, absurd. Gue juga pas baca 'hah? 'ini dia cerita apa lagi ngimpi?' Ya semacam itu laah gue ga mau terlalu bahas hubungan dia cuma yang gue pengen bahas adalah tentang pernyataan salah satu temen RP gue, ya sebenernya sih bukan temen lebih kayak pengen-jadi-temen-tapi-gak-kesampean-gitu. Hahaha BENTAAAAAAAAAR kok gak nyambung?
Apa hubungan nya temen RP sama akun askfm itu mon? Lu gak lagi ngelindur kan? Gak gue ga lagi ngelindur, hubungan nya temen RP gue itu punya askfm, udah gitu doang, nyambung kan?. I think nothing wrong of them.
I think of them no differently from straight, gay, or lesbian. I'm gender-blind, which means i love someone regardless of their gender. It's pretty similar to being bisexual, but gender-blind goes deeper than just men and women. I also don't see how people think bisexuality is impossible. If someone is attracted to both men and women, then more power to them.
They have plenty of more fish in the sea to choose from this way. But- don't you think they are greedy? They want the bird and the hole as well lel jk. Okay, gak tau kenapa apa yang dia katakan itu ada benernya. Gak ada yang salah tentang kelainan pada sexual orientation just like lesbian, gay dan juga normal.
Download Lagu Sudah Terlalu Lama Sendiri
Karena pada dasarnya kita dilahirkan dengan tidak-mengenal-dengan-siapa-seharusnya-kita-saling-mencintai. Jadi seharusnya orang-orang lebih aware tentang hal ini, gak ada perlakuan yang beda terhadap orang-orang semacam itu, dan orang-orang yang 'seperti itu' juga tidak seharusnya melakukan sesuatu dengan excuse 'gue kan gay' or 'gue lesbian'. Ini menurut pendapat gue ya, The definition of love is not about between woman and man, woman and woman, man and man,but between one person to another person (no gender ever said), gak ada yang bilang cinta itu harus dari cowok ke cewek atau sebaliknya, karena rasa cinta itu tumbuh bukan karena dia punya titid ataupun payungdara, tetapi karena seseorang itu merasa bahwa orang yang berada dihadapan nya yang mengisi hari-harinya itu memang benar-benar membuat dia jatuh cinta, jadi menurut gue everyone no exception can falling in love with any gender, even people with that normal label. Kenapa mon kok lo bisa yakin gitu?
Well it happens to me. Being Tina jittaleela fan has made me an open-minded person because I had chance to meet ‘those people’ and had opened my mind about this. Gue gak bisa bilang gimana-gimana but. Gue adalah termasuk orang yang feminine gue suka pink, gue suka segala sesuatu tentang hello kitty, yang kalo bisa ditarik kesimpulan I’m an example of “normal girl” but kesini-sini gue merasa bahwa kok gue bisa ya tertarik sama Tina yang jelas-jelas perempuan?
Bahkan kalo dia berambut panjang pun gue tetep suka? Apa gue gak normal?
Terus gue bingung dan gue tanya sama beberapa temen gue yang lain dan jawaban mereka “ah gue juga suka tina abis dia kan kece.” “ya abis dia keren gimana gak suka!!!” Dan semacam nya. Dari situlah gue buat kesimpulan. Berarti gue suka tina bukan karena dia cewek/cowok tapi karena kepribadian nya dia yang charming dan fluffy and squishy. Kenapa kok gue ngomong gini? Karena gue baru kali ini suka sama artis tomboy biasanya gue suka sama selebriti cowok like justin bieber, KAI, dan yang baru-baru ini Taehyun hahaha xD.
Dari sini bisa ditarik kesimpulan bahwa kita seharusnya.atau dengan bahasa kasarnya gak ada yang namanya Gay people Lesbian or whatever it is karena SEMUA ORANG pada dasarnya menyukai semua Gender depends on seberapa jauh dia mau menyukai gender yang sama. LIFE IS A CHOICE We need to choose every options, jadi menurut gue orang yang mengaku dirinya gay itu bisa dengan sangat-sangat bisa menjadi penyuka lawan jenis a.k.a normal tinggal dia memilih dan juga sebaliknya the normal can also choose with whom they want to fallin’ in love same or different gender. Gak Cuma itu prove tentang kita lahir dengan Gender-blind itu dengan ada nya agama (gue gak ada maskud untuk melecehkan atau menjatuhkan agama) dan juga hukum, gue jadi ngerti kenapa agama dan hukum itu sangat penting karena MEMANG pada dasarnya hal itu penting, juga untuk hal ini agama dan hukun yang membatasi kita dalam menyukai seseorang dan yang mana kita tahu menjadi sebuah hal yang alamiah atau natural. Contoh di agama islam tidak diperbolehkan menikah sesama jenis, di Indonesia juga tidak diperbolehkan pernikahan sesama jenis, selain karena memang ‘itu sudah melanggar norma dan aturan’ itu juga yang membuat ada nya Gay, lesbian, bisexual people terbuat, maksudnya basicly there’s no gay lesbian or bisexual people because just like what I’ve said earlier, everyone can fallin in love with any gender male or female.
Tapi segala sesuatu nya butuh keteraturan karena hidup yang acak-acak an gak akan bisa buat orang tenang. Makanya ada agama dan peraturan-peraturan, yang menjadi batasan, tapi bukan berarti batasan ini kita sebut sebagai hal aneh. Ada yang namanya pembatas ketinggian di tol tapi pas lo liat, lo gak teriak 'MAAAAAHHH PAAAAH MASA ITU ADA PEMBATASNYA YA AMPUN ITU PARAH BANGET SIH!?!?!?!!' Gak gitu kan?
Malah it's a normal and more like a good thing jadi bisa teratur bahwa kendaraan yang lebih tinggi dari itu gak boleh lewat. No one should have to complain about that, right? Sama juga sama kita, kita yang mengaku normal pun gitu don't ever treat someone unfairly or special just because they say they're gay, just act like what you usually act laaaah no difference. Tapi pada kenyataan nya? Dan untuk orang yang mengaku gay/les/bisexual. Sama aja kayak truk-truk tinggi di tol sana, pas truk itu masuk atau bertemu dengan mobil lain ga ada kan driver nya teriak-teriak sambil bilang 'TOLONG DONG INI TRUK GEDE HARAP DIMAKLUMIN, MENTANG-MENTANG KEBANYAKAN MOBIL PRIBADI YANG KECIL-KECIL KOK KITA SEBAGAI DRIVER TRUK BESAR TERDISKRIMINASI BANGET.' Ga ada kan yang ngomong gitu?
Sama kaya kalian yang mengaku gay or whatsoever, jangan pernah ngerasa karena kalian 'gay' trus kalian merasa terdiskriminasi atau apalah, you are the one who chose to be like that you have to follow the rule, harus terima resiko. 13 Juli Untuk kalian yang punya hobi dengerin musik dan tidak akan pernah puas dengan hal itu.
Kali ini gue akan membagikan lagu-lagu apa saja yang enak untuk didengarkan. Let's Find out! Kapanpun gue punya waktu buat online, pasti deh ga pernah lupa untuk browsing untuk cari lagu-lagu barat enak apa aja yang bagus buat didengarkan, dan kadang itu susah banget karena setelah ketemu web nya, biasanya mereka cuma memberikan 1 s/d 10 lagu dan itupun hanya untuk beberapa genre misalnya, genre lagu sedih ya berarti cuma lagu-lagu barat yang sedih aja, gitu. So, kali ini gue membagikan kebahagiaan untuk kalian para pecinta musik-musik barat. Ricky Martin - Livin La Vida Loca 17.
Girlicious - Maniac 18. Justin Bieber - Beauty and the beat 19. Beyonce - Diva 20. Avril Lavigne - Rock N Roll 21. Kanye West - Stronger 22.
Rihanna - Shut Up and Drive 23. Katy Perry - This is How We Do 24. Smooth Criminal (Glee Version) 25. The Wanted - Chasing Sun Untuk lagu yang cocok buat karaokean atau sekadar nyanyi-nyanyi ga jelas dikamar mandi dan bisa juga dijadikan penyemangat kita, bisa langsung cari lagu-lagu ini hehe 1. Ariana Grande feat MIKA - Popular Song 2.
Rihanna - Take a bow (Glee Version) 3. Lady Gaga - Poker face ( Glee Version) 4. Demi Lovato - Really Don't Care 5.
One Republic - Counting Stars 6. American Authors - Believer 7. Disney Circle - Do you wanna build a snowman 8.
Idina Menzel - Let it go 9. Mandy Moore - I see the light 10. Maroon 5 - Maps 11. Maroon 5 - Sugar 12. Selena Gomez - Who says 13. Miley Cyrus - The climb 14. Simple Plan - Welcome to my life 15.
Taylor Swift - I knew you were Trouble 16. Jessie J - Domino 17. Kelly Clarkson - Stronger 18. Coldplay - Paradise 19. Ed Sheeran - A Team 20.
Maroon 5 - Never Gonna Leave This Bed 21. The Script - Hall Of Fame 22. Mcfly - Lies 23. Beyonce - Pretty Hurts 24.
The Script - You Won't Feel A Thing 25. Twin Forks - Cross My Mind Untuk lagu cinta-cintaan, dan buat yang lagi kasmaran sampe lagu-lagu berlirik romantis, bisa dengerin lagu-lagu ini. John Legend - All of me 2. Hillary Duff - All is you 3. P!nk - True Love 4. One Direction - Little things 5. Demi Lovato - Heart Attack 6.
Avril Lavigne - Smile 7. OST Camp Rock - Gotta find you 8. Ariana Grande Feat Mac Miller - The Way 9. Maroon 5 - Sugar 10. Christina Perri - A Thousand Years part 2 11. Sleeping with sirens - All My Heart 12.
John Legend - You and I (Nobody in the world) 13. David Archuleta - You Can 14. Colbie Caliat - Bubbly Untuk lagu yang sedikit sedih a.k.a galau bisa langsung caw dengerin ini. Secondhand Serenade - Your Call 2. Christina Perri - Thousand Years 1&2 3. Coldplay - The scientist 4. Boys like girls feat Taylor Swift - Two is Better than one 5.
Demi Lovato-Skyscraper 6. Avril Lavigne - I am With you 7. Avril Lavigne - When you're gone 8. David Archuleta - Crush 9.
Jason Walker - Echo 10. Kelly Clarkson - Because of you 11. Maroon 5 - Sad 12. Paramore - The Only Exception 13. Passenger - Let her go 14. Rihanna - Stay 15.
• Refresh the page to see the result. Here are the instructions on how to disable your ad blocker: Adblock • Click the AdBlock button on the top right of your browser's toolbar and select Don't run on pages on this domain, and then hit Exclude to finish. Tom o'dell - another love tekst. • Refresh the page to see the result. Adblock Plus • Click the AdBlock Plus button on the top right of your browser's toolbar (addons) and click Disabled on whosampled.com in the drop down.
Taylor Swift - Breath 16. Beyonce - Listen (Glee Version) 17. Coldplay - The Scientist 18. Gotye feat Kimbra - Somebody that i used to Know 19. Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone 20.
The Script - The Man Who can't be Moved 21. Lana Del Rey - Young and beautiful 22. Sia - Big girls Cry Dan untuk lagu yang easy-listening dan emang cuma asik sebagai hiburan aja bisa dengerin lagu-lagu ini.
Daft Punk - Get Lucky 2. Justin Bieber - Boyfriend 3. Ariana Grande feat Mac Miller - The Way 4. Wheatus - Teenage Dirty Bag 5.
Maroon 5 - Animals 6. Katty Perry - Last Friday Night 7. B.O.B Feat Hayley Williams - Airplane 8. Big Time Rush feat Snoop dog - Boyfriend 9. Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody 10. Ed Sheeran - I See fire 11.
Lorde - Team 12.Hot Chelle Rae - I like it Like that 13. My Chemical Romance - Welcome to the black parade 14.
Coldplay - Paradise 15. Coldplay - Fix You 16. Maroon 5 - The Man Who Never Lied 17. Pink - Fuckin' Perfect 18. Avril Lavigne - What The hell 19. Nicole Scherzinger - Baby Love 20.
SIA - Chandelier 21. Pussycat Dolls - Stick With You 22. P!nk - So What 23. P!nk - Sober 24. P!nk - Family (ini tentang broken home) 25.
Kesha - Run Devil Run 26. Rihanna ft Ne-Yo - Hate That I Love You 27. Ne-Yo - Miss Independent 28. Lana Del Rey - National Anthem Well Sebenernya masih banyak lagi. Dan mungkin sampe 100 pun masih kurang tapi segini aja dulu yaaaa yang lain menyusul:) selamat mendownload dan mendengarkan;) Bonus. Website untuk mendownload lagu: 1. Itemvn.com 2.
First of all I just wanna clarify something, it's about Tina will not be the main character anymore, but then i was wrong, well. But not all wrong. So, the opening ceremony of YON 2.5 movie has shown to public the person that will be Tina' partner in this upcoming movie, her name is Ice, so what the ComeOn sweet once said about 'movie series that will have different actors and plot' is not replacing Tina as the main actor BUT more like, Adding and replacing another main characters, in this case they added the new couple 'Nan & Hongyok' and Replaced Aom role with this girl called Ice, Tina will not be Kim anymore, and of course there's no Kim Pie Lovey dovey in here. Now i'm going to share lil bit profile of them. After won the contest, not for long she changed herself as a tomboy and in 2011 she joined reality show contest called 'The Star' it was The Star Season 7, but she failed in that contest, but she did not give up, she tried join the conest,third times, First in season 7 and 8 and the last was 9 Hahaha such a tough girl with big passion! But she's not lucky at all, she failed in the last season got failed for the third times was like.
Ugh you GO GIRL!! But then she stil did not give and tried another contest called Academy Fantasia season 10 in 2013 yup that's the time she met with Nan:). So something happened in the company where i work at, for good's sake all the new employees are being off, it means more like we don't go to work for the time being. It's really surprising because this news just spread out last two days and published today, yeah today just today the company told us that we're going to off, no more back-breaking job. Kinda disappointed yet happy hahahaha xD because i started to enjoy this job and get closer to the people around me, but just today we were told that we will not work in there anymore, but i also feel happy because considering all those burdens that keep me alive yet-dying-inside will done and over. I only passed 1 month considering i still have another 2 months to go, and the official statement will out in monday whether i continue this job or not, so i don't know what will happen and what is my fate going to be, just hope for the best and luck for me. I can't talk a lot about the things in this week, well it's just i feel more comfortable than before, and i can finally get rub shoulders with my coworkers.
I just began to endure all the difficulties. But what can i say? I have to end this job soon.
OKAY stop talking about this. So i'll let that news end here, and start to revealed and expressed what i feel about working on this job, so.ekhem.
well, i am so glad and feel lucky because all the smoothness i've been through in all of my whole days in this one month, i've learned so many valuable lessons that god gave me through this job, i learned how to be a good person in my adult-zone, i figured out what kind of person i am, i learned how to respect people, i met new people that i have never met before, those kind of people. The most important is i learned to survive in that kind of environment and people around, i learned to get up and stand up for myself after people got me down, and now i know that reality isn't as beautiful as what we thought it could be, all the things you were imagining will never happens if you do not build it by yourself, people will always judge you no matter what, but listening to their bullshit and feeling bad after you heard it is not the solution, ignore and keep it as a lesson is the right choice, people will treat you unfairly, not because they hate you it's just they want to. Yes people just want to hear what they want to hear not what you want to say, people just want to see what they're wanting to see not what you actually do. So if you're hoping for other people to love you and care about you or happy to having you near them, will make you tired and pressured and depressed at the same time, stop looking for a chance to get in to other people's circle and start to make your own circle.
And i too acknowledged that i've been so childish and immature to my family especially my mom, i'm sorry mama:'( because in the first week of work i always went home crying and complaining about how bad and stress my work is, and that makes my mom feel guilty after all, she even once crying because of it, i'm just a bad child for her:( because you know it was really hard at first, all the job and people they're just. Ah Okay now shall we go to another story? So did i ever talking about my coworkers? Okay let me introduce them to you.
They're just a group of girls with good relation with each other, they're nice and funny, they also encouraged me and i feel so blessed whenever they do it to me, because i feel appreciated and needed, and fyi my coworkers well i can say. The kindest group in the workplace compared with another group i've ever knew and met. And all my friends know it too and i am so blessed they really understand me and they accepted me as who i am. They are: Mba Juni, Mba Puji, Mba Noni, Mba Uci, Mba Sari, Mba Yuli (known as Tuyul), Mba Aty, Mba Desi, Mba Dewi, Mba Wiwi, Mba Osin, Mba Nur, Mba Nupus, Mba Heni woah they're so many haha actually still more than this but i forgot their name heheh.
That was my opinion about my coworkers and now i'm gonna show you my new friends that i met in the workplace as a new employee which's they are also new employee. Hi This is monika speaking. Tiring day, tiring week. This 3rd week was the first time doing my overnight shift job and i had to stayed up all night.
As i write this post i'm still a bit sleepy because for past few days(it's about 2/3 days) i've been slept for only 4 hours in a day. But don't be worry i'm okay over here heheh. You must be wondering what's this week story will be, am i right? Well not very special because I keep thinking about quitting my job. I feel like i'm suck. And it's really painful for me to do this job over and over. That's right what the wise people always said the only person you should believe is yourself, no one else.
(oh my gawdd suddenly my eyes feels soooo heavy i'm so sleeeeeepppppyyyy and i have to end this post right now) Well, last but not least, i can only hope the best for me and my job, all i need now is strength and support. Oh yea the opening of Yes or no 2.5has been released i really want to make a post about it but i don't have time, i hope i can make one.
Aaaand the last news of EXO is now about Luhan that choose to out from EXO hmmm. Not a good news but hope the best for them. I'll end this post here:) jalja -xoxo monika. This is monika speaking. Haaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiii apa kabar? I hope you all had a great time. Amin So, I’ve been doing this job for 2 weeks long.
The progress is. So far so good, alhamdulillah, although there's always different story in every each day, and FYI it always made my heart stops everytime i go to my workplace (because i always worried about what would happen to me) but that's okay.
So in this second weeks was the time for me adapted to the people around and the result is. I, myself can finally open my heart for people around me.ceileh. But sometimes my laziness still haven't properly adapted to this kind of new world, masih suka angot-angotan heuuuuuuhhh. Ya gitu it's like I’m not all-ready for this kind of stuff.
But from here step by step i learn to be a good adult because in my opinion im just too childish for people at my age which's nice. Just like what I’ve said in the previous post the people i met in my workplace are different from my friends but this is life, they are of course maturer yups, because 'the age factor' haha. Disetiap hal juga selalu ada dua sisi berbeda dari diri gue yang makin lama keliatan yaitu 'the optimist and the pessimist' ya! When things hit me they are always in my mind fighting over each other and sometimes i almost dying inside for being crazy but they are the big affect for myself to choose every options and opportunities that life has given me. Which is nive HAHAHA. Oh yea today is Eid al Adha!
Selamat idul adha untuk para sapi dan kambing diluar sana:). You must be wondering why i'm start posting every once a week and posting this kind of things, right? The reason is.
For this 3 months (mungkin) i only have one day free, from all of my work which is in every sunday so, that's why kemungkinan, the possibility every sunday i will come to here and tell my story well it's not that interesting story but the valuable one! So that (i hope) after 3 months i can reread all of my story here and take a look back of what i've done for this short time hahahaha brilliant rite?ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ. But when i start to dare my self then there you go.
We just need daring ourselves if we want to get out of all these shits. I know talk is easy but when it comes to the reality. Well we can say it's quite complicated but if we believe and think about the good things that will come to us if we brave enough to handle all the struggle, trust me dengan sendirinya you adapted to it.
Ya saya tau, i too still learning but at least i've ever felt and faced it. And it works. Pokoknya all the tears that fall down not wasted deh, because from that tears you learned to survive, there's always a good thing that waits for you, always. Talking about the quote above, i just realized that bruce lee was right, never pray for an easy life because life will never be easy, when you think your life's going easy there are two things. You will never get a lesson. Because you have no lesson you'll never learn.
Learning is the important thing for human kind to keep alive in this reality, just like how could einstein found that theory of relativity if he didn't learn how to solve it? Why we should go to school and have education? Because our parents want us to learn something in school that will make us become a better person in the future. How could we walk if we never try to learn how to walk? So talking about what i have done in the past few days, there are millions tons of words i could tell you but i don't know if i can do it or not, so the only thought that came cross my mind every single time now is 'reality is fucking cruel, reality is fucking cruel, reality is fucking cruel, reality is fucking cruel, reality is fucking cruel. ' that words keep coming on my mind TT okay i'm not gonna cry, but you know, this little girl need shoulder to lay this pity head on, and take a break!
In my workplace i met new people who are different from what i've met in school. They're not being mean to me or i get scolded by them but, their gaze towards me makes feel uneasy every single time and moreover they really love mocking behind me, underestimate me and think some stupid shits about me, sometimes i wanna cry and tell them that i'm just like other people, i can do what other people do, but i can't. Everything turns out, become different from the old one, in the workplace there's no people who kinder than your school friends, and there's no people who more care than your bestfriend, all of them are careless, they don't give a fuck about you BUT if we talk about that talent 'mocking behind someone' back' they are the winners. When they give their humiliating gaze towards me, there are only 2 options i have. I try to not give a shit and. I try to accept it. But sometimes i choose both of them, first trying/pretending to not give a single fuck and then accept all those gazes and think that 'i'm just popular and they really wanna know me'.
That's it, and in the end there are so many things i learned from that, for example. This is monika speaking. I've been listening some Ed Sheeran' songs lately, aaaand i love it! His voice is like breeze in the morning come to fill the lonely soul and warm those every cold and brittle heart out there So, here are the lyric aaand Indonesian translate. Hope you Enjoy it!
I’ve been very busy lately:D but that’s good because it means i have something to do, i'm no longer stay-at-home girl, which is usually i've spent by doing nothing. Recently, I was busy looking for a job, and now. Alhamdulillah I got a job eventhou it’s not a job that I was hoping for but the good thing is i'm officially out of my comfort zone as a student and start to challenge myself. I met new people, new faces and new experience HAHAHAHAHAHA. And the only thing i know is. That I AM A COWARD AND A PESSIMIST. I'm a pessimist and i don't know that i can be this pessimist.
EXE File Description: ni license activator 1.2.exe file from. Activator 1.2 ni license activator 1.2.exe with file size 1529856 byte, file version 1.1.0.2, MD5 signature. Get due to ni license activator 1.2 Download Fifa 2006 World Cup Torrent Iso. Ni license activator 1.1 file download. Dec 27, 2017 - This item does not appear to have any files that can be experienced on Archive.org. Please download files in this item to interact with them on. Mar 29, 2018 - Do you get any error Messages due to ni license activator 1.1.exe process • (ni license activator 1.1.exe) has encountered a problem and. Mar 12, 2017 - Do you get any error Messages due to ni license activator 1.1.exe process • (ni license activator 1.1.exe) has encountered a problem and. Jan 9, 2018 - Free ni license activator 1.2 download software at UpdateStar. Click here to see what is ni license activator 1.2 file, and how to remove ni license activator. NI License Activator V1.1 For Multisim 12 -- Sep 2, 2013.
I'm too scared. And full of worries but i'm very grateful that i have strong, and optimist parents. They always encouraged me whenever i'm down. They don't let me suffered alone because things getting harder, people become mean to me, worries will come to me everytime, and yes John Legend was right! 'The world is beating you down' and the only thing you should know that whenever you fall always remember you have to stand up and be okay because everthing will be aright in the end. And i'm also glad to hear news about my friends where Ema and Loli ready for their college-life, Irma Rara and Lita fighting for the job they have just like me. LIME now is A group of Busy girls.
Hope we can meet in the next time:). I’m so so HAPPY ^^! This year's different! SO different with another years ago, I celebrated my birthday with my family, my parents and my lil bro, this year also the first time I celebrate with happiness because as what i always wish to god, that i want my family back, AND YES! This year my family is back:D there's no war in home, no tears and the important thing is.
Dad and mom remember that today is my birthday!!!!!!!!!! Hehe:.
(gak biasanya mereka ingat secepat itu) in the early morning when i haven't even wake up, they already talked about my birthday in the living room, talk about what gift they should give to me, well that means in this year my parents getting better than before and of course Alloh granted my wishes:D Allhamdulillah.coughs. well, so. Im now 18, and in this age i should be maturer than last year and of course be better than before (i hope so, amin). I've been through so many meaningful moments of my life, and i'll never forget all those moments i've passed with laughs and tears, those moments that made me become the now Monika:D, i feel the significant changes in myself:D i can't tell what is like but i feel like. I feel i'm becoming more mature in each year, and that's the good thing i should be grateful, and the only wish my father said to me was he hoped i'll soon get a better job and chase my dream:D. 위너 - 컬러링 WINNER - Color Ring 하늘은 파랗게 아름답기만 한데 Haneuneun parahke. Areumdapgiman hande 내 모습은 왜 이렇게 초라해져만 가 왜 ne moseubeun we ireohke.
Chorahe.jyeoman ga we 대답 없는 전화기만 붙잡고 dedab eobneun jeonhwagiman butjapgo 흘러나오는 노랜 감미롭기만 한데 heureonaon neun nore gammiropgiman hande 내 귀에는 왜 이렇게 아프게만 들려 왜 ne gwi-e-neun we ireohke apeugeman deryeo we 널 잃어버린 내 마음에 비명처럼 neol irhoborin ne mame bimyeong chorom 널 향한 내 그리움 너머로 들려오는 노래는 neol hyanghan ne geurium no.mo.ro deulyeouneun noreneun 이런 날 비웃는 걸까 같은 자리만 벌써 몇 번째 ireon nal biutneun geolka gateun jariman. Tepat 69 tahun yang lalu negara tercinta ini mensahkan dirinya sebagai sebuah negara, kalo digambarkan sebagai manusia, berarti Indonesia ini sudah masuk kategori Lanjut Usia, bisa jadi sudah pensiun dari pekerjaan nya, mempunyai cucu dan mungkin sudah saat nya uncang-uncang kaki dirumah menikmati masa tua:D. Tapi sayang nya Indonesia tidak seperti itu, justru Indonesia saat ini bagaikan seorang manusia umur 20 tahunan (?) haha yang sedang giat-giat nya membangun diri, mengembangkan kemampuan serta belajar dari pengalaman untuk terus maju! Sudah hampir (mungkin) 8 tahun belakangan ini gue ga ngerayain 17-an diluar, karena masalah umur dan tidak adanya keberanian yang membuat gue ga mengkuti kegiatan perlombaan yang biasanya di lakukan di RT:D and now i'm kinda miss that moment:( tapi sebenernya gue bukan tipe anak ang hiperaktif sih yang setiap perlombaan dengan antusias nya ikutan, gue inget banget pertama kali gue ikutan lomba dan itu juga untuk terakhir kalinya, kira-kira pas umur gue 10 tahun gue ikut lomba 'masukin benang kedalam jarum' dan pada saat itu juga gue jadi juara pertama! HAHAHAHA iya Juara pertama, dan dapet hadiah 3 buku dan 4 pensil. Karena waktu kecil itu (dibawah umur 10) ga ada yang namanya keberanian gue buat ikutan, sumpah waktu kecil itu gue pemalu abis tapi aneh nya gue juga bukan tipe yang susah bersosialisasi sama orang.
Well, gue ga mau ngomongin tentang masa lalu karena. Masa lalu biarlah masa lalu (back sound inul daratista-masa lalu) yak!
Terlalu Lama Sendiri Lyrics
Tradisi dirumah kalo pas tanggal 17 itu yang pasti gue bangun pagi buat nyaksiin Upacara Bendera di istana negara yang ditayangin di TV, entah ya ini gue ddoang atau gimana tapi yang jelas gue ga pernah ninggalin buat nonton itu, tapi sedih juga tahun ini gue lewatin acara itu karena gue pergi:( NAH! Ini nih yang mau gue ceritain(?) 17 Agustus Ini gue pergi sama nyokap keliling daerah Jakarta Timur buat ngeliat perlombaan-perlombaan yang diadain disetiap RT(?) Rajin banget ya gue HAHAHA BOHONG DEH. Gue pergi kerumah temen nyokap daerah Jak-tim dan disepanjang perjalanan itu berisik dengan suara-suara perlombaan, anak kecil dan sebagainya, pokoknya sepanjang perjalanan ga ada deh kampung-kampung yang ga ngadain itu! Hebat deh buat rakyat Indonesia! Bendera merah putih pun berkibaran dimana-mana mulai dari yang kecil sampe yang segede badan nya ultraman!
Tapi sayang ga sempet buat dokumentasiin jadi cuma ini aja deh:). I always remember the sentence my teacher’ once ever said to me, the first time I met her in TKJ’ Lab and it was also my first time came to Lab “school is just a dream, when you’re still in school it means you still dreaming, once you leave this school that time you’re wake up from your dream”. I just figured out her words NOW, school is the easiest part of our lives, all you need is just go to that place, you don’t need anything else. Teacher is the kindest boss you’ve ever had. No doubt, they called “the second parents”. There is No worries. The Teachers ALWAYS give you the second chance for all the mistakes you’ve done.
You met your real friend(s) make a lot of memories with them. From school you know everything, knowing all types of people, figured out your true friends, even you figured out your true self. Graduated from high school is not the end, but is just a beginning! And I have to tell you that I JUST WOKE UP FROM MY SLEEP.
MY LONG SLEEP. Graduated from high school and being unemployed for almost 3 months has made me thinking a lot. Of what exactly happens to me, I didn’t pass the university test, my only hope for being college student was all failed and blurr, looking for a job is not that easy, not as easy as I thought. I feel like it’s better for me to die young. Life’s getting hard each day Be grateful for what you have now:) -xoxo monika. I’m getting tired of facebook Getting tired of facebook?
Where are you when other people got tired of it for like a long time ago, where have you been, mon? Free games for downloads windows 7. Did you just woke up from death or something? Well its not like that, its just.
Some people on my timeline TODAY are really disgusting i mean, they're buzzing ga jelas, show-off, post a shitty status about how miserable their life is, bragging about something that they maybe-have. Facebook nowadays is full of people who you really want to punch in the face, like they're telling about their not-so-important life, what they're doing now, attention whore everywhere, they think that people really care about them, they turn into some pieces of shit.
AND I'M REALLY REALLY TIRED. Can some people just stop posting about useless things? Because not all of people like it, just like me i don't really want to know about what's going on to them. Hiiiiii ^^ finally i'm in home yeay! After visiting my grandparents house in banten. Been 2 days in there has made my body stronger than before, because their house is in the top of one of the mountain in a mountain range so we had to walk-more-like-climbing from a house to another house. Yes quite tiring but it's not a big deal:).
This Year pulkam was different from last year because, last year were only me and my dad who went to there but this time all of us (my family members) went together, that's the important thing. The place is more like mountain-village so the air is fresher than in bekasi, tress everywhere, people were so nice and polite. I’m not trying to be psychologist and I’m not trying to get attention in here but this something more-like-thoughts keep bothering me, just like in this late night where I’m supposed to be sleep but in reality I’m wide awake cause of I’m still thinking about it. Well.ehem. /coughing/ I’m gonna write this crap on here because NOW this blog is like my diary yes um okay so this is about Being gay.long silence.
but first of all let me say thanks to yes or no movie and Tina Jittaleela because from that movie and her I always curious about gay-life I mean I’m not interested in such a thing but more like my curiosity is in the level UP like I kept thinking and imagining and assuming what’s exactly being gay is and also thanks to all 9gagers because of you all who keep talking about gay-life, being gay, gay marriage, gay parade, becoming gay or whatsoever thing. So this thought came up to my mind tonight: There are 2 Types of Gay: 1. They are Gay.
They choose to be gay. One day I checked 9gag just wanted to see if there were any post that can cheer me up or whaterrrr but then I found a post where the OP’s a girl and her post like I don’t really remember but it was a meme “A blondie girl liked my status on face book and now I’m becoming lesbian” and the comment section goes like.
There’s a boy who gave a comment suddenly I forget - well if I’m not wrong his point was “I thought sexual orientation is giving by birth, we were born with it so if you like a girl because of something else It doesn’t count you as a lesbian” at first I was like “ is he dumb or something? Of course sexual orientation is not only by birth but THE ENVIRONMENT play the biggest part of why people turn being gay/lesbian” but tonight I rethinking about it and yeaa just like that -. Well his comment did not made me believe 100% about what he just said but it made another assumption, my assumption about being gay. The reason of the first type Yes We were born with it this is from my experiences, I have a friend when I was in elementary, she said she had crush on me and said she prefer a girl than boy, girl is more attractive. I was shocked because i’m still 10 y/o at that time I know nothing about like/love someone, the only thing I know that boys are more attractive than girls because I also had crush on someone but I didn’t want to date him hahaha yea because i thought he just attractive not like I want him to be my special boy-friend or something he’s just handsome with white skin and didn’t talk much i like that kind of man until now. Okay forget about my story back to my girl-friend, but the other hand I’m not really surprised because her appearance was more like a boy, yes she’s a tomboy short hair, love playing football, love sport, I mean it’s so rare to see a lil girl who likes those kind of things right?
The other case happened when I’m in shs I had another friend who have similar “character” like her but it’s a boy, it was like everyone-knew-about-his-sexual- orientation I mean he acts like a girl really feminine but not that feminine I mean he’s cute and soft and have more girl friends than boys. And the last thing I know he was in relationship with a man so this thing came up to my mind. There are people who attracted to the same gender as them not because of the environment, let's we talk about in the first case it was when I was in elementary school we don’t even know about being gay or attracted to the same/opposite gender as us, we have no idea about that, so if “the environment” takes part in this case it’s a big NO I know her family they're good, she wasn’t an abused child, she had parents and a sister (I think). When I asked why she likes me She said to me “I think girl is more attractive than boys and I prefer like a girl than have to like a boy”. She’s just 10 y/o how come??
And the other case is well he acted like a girl if you know what I mean he doesn’t even take a glance for girls, for him girl just like his friend because if-you-met-him-you-will-understand it’s like a big banner on his head saying “NO ROOM FOR GIRL”. So that means they are the true Gay/Lesbian, you can’t stop them because they were born with it, the only thing you supposed to do is support them i mean don't try to judge them.
And this type is the reason there are some people who did transgender. IMHO The reason for the second type Well, you must already know about this but IMO this type comes from: 1.
Bad memories/things in the past (such as physical/mental abuse when were kid, raped, sodomy etc. Experiences (got hurt by the opposite sex like really bad, can’t have a long relationship which’s make you tired). Friend of friend. Yes people around us but The worst thing I’ve ever found was because of the follow-the –trend thingy, they start being gay just want to follow the trend they said it’s cool! Usually people who’s in this type figured out that they “feel” they like/love the same gender as them is in their early 20’s so on or when that “experience” comes to them. HAAHAHAHAHA and of course when they meet “those” people. I don’t want to be rude.
And usually they still like the opposite gender as much as they like the same one. And the same thing happens with the first type, when the first type trying to love the opposite gender (man loves women) they’ll definitely still like the same one. Because this based on my research I have a friend on facebook but not that close I met her when I join a Tina Jitaleela’s fanpage she’s always complain about her life about how lonely she is, and one day she posted a status like this “is it wrong if we still love a person who has the same gender as us even when we were already married?” and some of girls start commenting like “it’s okay as long as your hubby allowed it”, “it’s okay if the person is me” and then comment goes more like lovey-dovey, and some times later she posted her picture with her “girlfriend” why I assume like that? Because They were kissing each other’ lips yes. Okay this is just some silly opinions of mine don’t take it serious because I’m not psychologist either God.
So yeah I’ll end this post here bye bye xoxo -monika.